confuse

I don't really know what I want actually...

Sometimes I will emo without any reason

Sometimes I will happy without any reason

i feel myself are so weird,i meant my feelings

a little thing likes today i eat something good,it will make me happy whole day

if i get a bad news from my office,i will emo whole day

especially my man- mr.jansen ngan

 i really proud of him

1st. my temper are so bad and hot,he can endure

2nd. i will scold and get angry faster when i'm not feeling well,he can endure also

3rd. i will argue with him although i know i'm wrong actually,but i still want to win,he also din't say anything

but,the god is fair

no one is 100% perfect

that's why i said i don't know what i want

i hope everything will be fine 

i hope everything smooth 

 my health

my work

my family

i can feel myself about my body

its getting weak and weak

my body really have many problems 

and i don't know what is the problems actually

it makes me suffer like hell everydays!

my work was gave me too much pressure

i wish i could have 2 days off the phone and have a sweet dream at the night till morning

my family.......its complicated

but,YOU did hurt me that time..i'm sorry because i still treat you like shit..but i cant control myself,every time i saw you in the morning,i will get angry,but i know that's not your fault..anyway,i really have some time to forget it....please forgive me..thanks

i hope i can control my temper more..i wish.