married??

ya,don't get shock by my title

of coz i haven get married yet

but I always say"today don't know tomorrow thing"

but i din't mean that i will marry soon la friend

why i title like tat?

because my two lovely grandma was asking me when i want to marry?

when they give me angpau

and said: faster marry and born a child for me

haha

  

and my man's family like tat also

said: 5 years already,still wait wat?

but,they din't know my age only 20,and my man only22

we still young(right?)

but,in this CNY, i can feel WHO I AM already...

really feel so much happiness in this CNY

chinese new year

this year are damn boring in hometown

I always talk to my mother

"our Chinese new year always celebrate on the highway"

ya,you're right

because my bro have to work,so we come back to kl at chor 2 night

of coz first i contact was my man

call him came to fecth me go eat thn go next round

of coz is JUDI 99 la~~~ 

now i have to eat full first

night everyone

fucker

for me,beautiful is not important

as my previous blog

maybe in you guy's eye,pretty=rich,beautiful=brand

am i right?

so what?!

i totally never,ever said before I AM PRETTY,ok?bitch!

other girls pretty does not my business

i am myself!

if rich=pretty(u go ask your friend,are you RICH??)

if brand=beautiful(ya,you have,and i din't have,but i don't care,if brand =beautiful,you can go klcc jump down,because will not have people pity you,cause you have a such suck brain!) 

STOP TAKE ME COMPARE WITH OTHER GIRLS!

once again!

I AM MYSELF

kuantan trip

a couple week ago we back from kuantan

this time,our vacation was Bukit Gambang,Kuantan

lets picture do talk

i'm lazy to blog about that day

please feel it yourself!

its really enjoyable trip

see ya!

sponser a child

do you believed when people died already,he/she will fly to heaven when they did something good when they still alive?

i believed

but

don't always do something good just because you want to go to heaven when you pass

because that is not work

what is good and what is bad?

when you are doing something good,you will not think too much

will not return to get it to do good things

that's what we called good things

now,you have 2 choice

an old man came to ask some food,but you are very very poor

you don't have money,even a meal a day of food and clothing are a problem..

now

what will you do??

can you found your answer?

i always thinking,when i have a stable salary,i will choose to go some country is very poor to do something as i can

i always want to sponsor a child,cause i really have a ability to sponsor a child

but my sis always will scold me

:if you want to sponsor a child,why not you give the money to your mom?"

i said:"sponsor a child and give mom money is two different thing,i just feel they are pity,of course i cant give them every month Rm1xxx,but rm50 i still can paid,just a little rm50 can let them eating happy,why not we do that?"

but she still cant understand....

haha

ya,as our mom and dad's baby,we are so happiness

we have to tressure

but,in the world have many children young than me even a baby,they did not have tried even one day eat full..

i really feel so distressed when i see it..

how come i will so touched?

haha

maybe too much thing i had encounter

hehe

www.worldvision.com.my

emo again~

what you all think about it after seeing the picture?

that's my feeling right now

many problem

hard to explain

not dare to do many thing

the fucking timid of me

bla bla bla..

where my prince???

the prince who riding a pumpkin car came to see me..

where is he???

the castle

I love castle so much

when i was a little baby girl,i love to watching some cartoon like Cinderella,snow white..

because the ending always would be a happy ending

but we have to know

reality are very cruel(i hope u know what i mean)

this year,20years old is around my life

but i can see mature,stress,unhappy in my life

although i'm 20,so what?

i not the innocent that u all think...

for that who protect me..thanks alot..

sometimes i have to wake up from that such fantasy ideas..

if could,i hope i can be a Cinderella,even let people bully,she won't complaining anything

but,as we know

in this world,will not have such person

maybe have,but almost don't have

the castle is so beautiful

i hope have a prince can bring me go there to spend my vacation

but it is so expensive

i want holiday

i want holiday

for those customer...please don't always give me a very early morning call,ok?

for my work,fighting!!!!!

for my friend,anyways,thanks for your help..

for myself..have a nice year~~~

haha