The real Apple

am i wrong

2010-12-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

i don't know what i want

what should i do now

everyone is happy,but i'm not and you too

haiz

R.I.P 4.12.10

2010-12-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

4.12.10

i will remember this day ever and ever

the most important day for my life

i really feel so sorry to you

so sorry my dear

i already cried and cried so long,i cant believed i will cried in front of stranger

i thought i very strengthen,but i was wrong..i'm not strong at all

your leaving i will not forget,i swear,i hope you can live well where you are

please forgive me,i really love you so much

but i cant too selfish,i cant just think about you but ignore other things..

that's was my fault

i really cant give you a good life

i still have so many problem have to solve

family.....

so sorry

i thought i can face to anything

originally,i can not

....

2010-05-21T01:32:00.000+08:00

i really wish the happiness god,lucky god,Aladdin,doreamon will always be my side...

i don't know IF i decide to do what i want

i don't what will happen on you and me

isn't both of us will happy more?

am i right?

I fucking don't know!

i hate my feeling,i hope human can live without any feeling

i hope that i won't have any feeling

won't sad,unhappy,cry and happy

because really din't have any happy thing will happen on me

maybe i need to blame myself,why i want to birth in this world..

remember what you tell me today?

i won't forget...

i will keep in heart,because you're too over...

i ask jac,does she trust hers bf?

she said half half..but i don't think so..

actually she is same like me,she no dare to say that world

i ask her,did she think b4 when she already change single?

she said no

but many things will change..

i don't believe forever

...

2010-05-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

i hate you.

that's all.

累

2010-04-28T02:23:00.000+08:00

真的真的觉得好累

才跟老鼠说起

我们的朋友们都有自己的生活圈子

读书的读书

喝茶的喝茶

但我们呢？

我只知道工作工作

在我的环境下

手停等于口停

我不会抱怨这不好那不好

只会听天由命

其实我真的很想继续读书

但我并不想浪费我能赚钱的时间

有时候真的很想好好的休息一场....

chinese

2010-04-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

好了！从今天起开始用回华语写部落格了！

虽然朋友说我的英文不至于太差，但他们明白，不过我还是用华语才像我，对吗？

哈哈

渐渐的就快过了大半年，我竟然还完成不了自己的心愿

忽然间觉得自己

“怎么那么失败啊？”

买车，买屋真的不是说买就买

买容易，供就难

这么简单的道理谁不会啊？

20岁已经围绕我近半年了

我竟然还一事无成

什么都做不到

好想好想找份轻松，工钱多的工作

我不是怕辛苦，我只是怕压力

20之前我都不会为钱烦恼

现在呢？

呵呵呵呵

我不是贪慕虚荣，只是想靠自己的双手让家人无忧无虑

想趁年轻打拼出自己的事业

但是，说就容易，做就难

我人生中，最恨就是有钱人家的小孩和我说

“最近很穷”

真正穷的滋味你们尝试过吗？

我不是羡慕也不是妒忌

只希望上天能公平一点

我已经牺牲了我的时间

为何不让我得到应有的回报

confuse

2010-04-12T03:38:00.000+08:00

I don't really know what I want actually...

Sometimes I will emo without any reason

Sometimes I will happy without any reason

i feel myself are so weird,i meant my feelings

a little thing likes today i eat something good,it will make me happy whole day

if i get a bad news from my office,i will emo whole day

especially my man- mr.jansen ngan

i really proud of him

1st. my temper are so bad and hot,he can endure

2nd. i will scold and get angry faster when i'm not feeling well,he can endure also

3rd. i will argue with him although i know i'm wrong actually,but i still want to win,he also din't say anything

but,the god is fair

no one is 100% perfect

that's why i said i don't know what i want

i hope everything will be fine

i hope everything smooth

my health

my work

my family

i can feel myself about my body

its getting weak and weak

my body really have many problems

and i don't know what is the problems actually

it makes me suffer like hell everydays!

my work was gave me too much pressure

i wish i could have 2 days off the phone and have a sweet dream at the night till morning

my family.......its complicated

but,YOU did hurt me that time..i'm sorry because i still treat you like shit..but i cant control myself,every time i saw you in the morning,i will get angry,but i know that's not your fault..anyway,i really have some time to forget it....please forgive me..thanks

i hope i can control my temper more..i wish.

dark

2010-03-29T13:34:00.000+08:00

that's was my world start that day until now

i really cant feel even a littlebeat happiness

i hate myself

closed

2010-03-28T03:06:00.000+08:00

what will appear in your mind when you see the picture?

i really facing many many many bad thing recently

first day----- i have been patient whole day,keep thinking positive

2nd day----- start morning i had bad thing too, keep patient keep patient,this word keep on rolling my mind,told me I will facing this problem once day,now the problem just came earlier,take it easy..

but,at the night......i most trusted people was cheat on me

even now also I cant really feel happy

I'm so suffer not because "the people"

is me myself

i hate myself easily believed someone

i won't do that again..its time to "closed" my door...

smile

2010-03-07T03:52:00.000+08:00

i should let happiness live with me forever

ya,i must..

i hope my family will happy always too

just forget all the unhappy thing

what ever la..

but i really does not have any happy feel when the CNY was end

I told myself everyday

*smile always*

ya,nowadays a smile is everything

customer like to see your smile,not your sad face

they are not interested in your sad thing

they just interested what they want to buy from you

sometimes i would think my sister is very simple

because she just a accountant

she just sit inside the office,she did not know the complexity of today's society

every times she will cried when face to something she does'nt know how to settle

i will asked her,:"why you cry?is just a small case wad..

sometimes they will said me so cruel

but

in this world,i learn a thing

don't treat someone too good

you will get hurt so fast

that is my conclusion

maybe you will think i'm too negative

but it is not me cruel,is the world

*do smile always*

just feeling

2010-03-05T04:14:00.000+08:00

*please ignore me*

*ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!*

i want to scream loudly!

enough..

i already feel so tired

both of you are so childish..

we did not cried,because not only one time u do that to us

we have become insensitive

does not will have any feeling

you like to get angry faster,go ahead

but please don't use your hot temper to do something to my family

we are human

we are your family too

if you like to let us feel suffer

why do you want to give birth to us?

ask yourself

did i treat u so bad before?

we have all these??

NO!!

but since that day you start crazy,we all change

we don't like go back home

we don't like to heard you always keep on argue with mom

if you want to let us suffer

please do not give birth to us start from the beginning

what we want is CARING

i cant hate you

how can i hate you?

what you did to us,what are you saying suck thing to us,make us sad

you also my dad

married??

2010-02-22T04:27:00.000+08:00

ya,don't get shock by my title

of coz i haven get married yet

but I always say"today don't know tomorrow thing"

but i din't mean that i will marry soon la friend

why i title like tat?

because my two lovely grandma was asking me when i want to marry?

when they give me angpau

and said: faster marry and born a child for me

haha

and my man's family like tat also

said: 5 years already,still wait wat?

but,they din't know my age only 20,and my man only22

we still young(right?)

but,in this CNY, i can feel WHO I AM already...

really feel so much happiness in this CNY

chinese new year

2010-02-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

this year are damn boring in hometown

I always talk to my mother

"our Chinese new year always celebrate on the highway"

ya,you're right

because my bro have to work,so we come back to kl at chor 2 night

of coz first i contact was my man

call him came to fecth me go eat thn go next round

of coz is JUDI 99 la~~~

now i have to eat full first

night everyone

fucker

2010-01-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

for me,beautiful is not important

as my previous blog

maybe in you guy's eye,pretty=rich,beautiful=brand

am i right?

so what?!

i totally never,ever said before I AM PRETTY,ok?bitch!

other girls pretty does not my business

i am myself!

if rich=pretty(u go ask your friend,are you RICH??)

if brand=beautiful(ya,you have,and i din't have,but i don't care,if brand =beautiful,you can go klcc jump down,because will not have people pity you,cause you have a such suck brain!)

STOP TAKE ME COMPARE WITH OTHER GIRLS!

once again!

I AM MYSELF

kuantan trip

2010-01-24T15:13:00.000+08:00

a couple week ago we back from kuantan

this time,our vacation was Bukit Gambang,Kuantan

lets picture do talk

i'm lazy to blog about that day

please feel it yourself!

its really enjoyable trip

see ya!

sponser a child

2010-01-23T20:18:00.001+08:00

do you believed when people died already,he/she will fly to heaven when they did something good when they still alive?

i believed

but

don't always do something good just because you want to go to heaven when you pass

because that is not work

what is good and what is bad?

when you are doing something good,you will not think too much

will not return to get it to do good things

that's what we called good things

now,you have 2 choice

an old man came to ask some food,but you are very very poor

you don't have money,even a meal a day of food and clothing are a problem..

now

what will you do??

can you found your answer?

i always thinking,when i have a stable salary,i will choose to go some country is very poor to do something as i can

i always want to sponsor a child,cause i really have a ability to sponsor a child

but my sis always will scold me

:if you want to sponsor a child,why not you give the money to your mom?"

i said:"sponsor a child and give mom money is two different thing,i just feel they are pity,of course i cant give them every month Rm1xxx,but rm50 i still can paid,just a little rm50 can let them eating happy,why not we do that?"

but she still cant understand....

haha

ya,as our mom and dad's baby,we are so happiness

we have to tressure

but,in the world have many children young than me even a baby,they did not have tried even one day eat full..

i really feel so distressed when i see it..

how come i will so touched?

haha

maybe too much thing i had encounter

hehe

www.worldvision.com.my

emo again~

2010-01-20T11:46:00.000+08:00

what you all think about it after seeing the picture?

that's my feeling right now

many problem

hard to explain

not dare to do many thing

the fucking timid of me

bla bla bla..

where my prince???

the prince who riding a pumpkin car came to see me..

where is he???

the castle

2010-01-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

I love castle so much

when i was a little baby girl,i love to watching some cartoon like Cinderella,snow white..

because the ending always would be a happy ending

but we have to know

reality are very cruel(i hope u know what i mean)

this year,20years old is around my life

but i can see mature,stress,unhappy in my life

although i'm 20,so what?

i not the innocent that u all think...

for that who protect me..thanks alot..

sometimes i have to wake up from that such fantasy ideas..

if could,i hope i can be a Cinderella,even let people bully,she won't complaining anything

but,as we know

in this world,will not have such person

maybe have,but almost don't have

the castle is so beautiful

i hope have a prince can bring me go there to spend my vacation

but it is so expensive

i want holiday

for those customer...please don't always give me a very early morning call,ok?

for my work,fighting!!!!!

for my friend,anyways,thanks for your help..

for myself..have a nice year~~~

haha

working life

2010-01-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

as my previous post,i'm the sales girl are selling car

so,i'm in the office right now

just now have 2 customer,they come from terengganu

nothing special right?

haha

but I feel hard to communicated with both of them..

because their english is so hard to understand.

of course i know my English not very well,but really hard to know what they are talking actually

haha

bad la me

but better they got buy they car from me la

otherwise i don't have money when CNY

in the new year i hope my family problem can solve.

and i want earn more money

next post i will upload more photo when i had a great holiday in kuantan~

have a nice day everyone^^

the 2010

2010-01-03T16:05:00.000+08:00

tommorow have a important meeting..

my boss asked me last week: apple,did you received my massage about monday we have a meeting in showroom at 9am?

me: ya,i know..

boss: i thought u don't know..cause this time din have any respon==

(because last time i have reply him =p )

boss: than ok la~

me: alright.

now,lets talked back the Christmas eve and the new year night

how i celebrate?

ya...

open a very boring boring bbq

same as last year

after bbq?

sure the next is wine..

but in 2009

i really have so much thing feel so regret..

i din not working almost 4 months

i din have a own car

i din let my family happy

our house have many problems

i haven go korea,taiwan trip

i haven enough find money

.....

etc

....

and this year

i wont let the regret accompany me go end of this year

i have to work hard

i have to fine more money

i want to go korea

i want to try to go trip by myself(if i already break with mr. right)

i will buy a house for my mom

i will buy a car if i have more money

because my hubby is borrow me a car

so,my transport is not a problem right now

but i have to work hard

cheers!

朋友

2009-12-21T01:20:00.000+08:00

又来了..

能不能有一个叮当的法宝袋？

我很怀念很怀念以前的时光

自由自在

单纯的思想的时候

还会有吗？

以前有一位朋友曾经极力鼓励我分手

为了我将来

为了我快乐

我曾经也犹豫过

但是后来也打消了念头

朋友也祝福我

曾经为了我哭

曾经为了我不快乐而不开心

那天你问我为什么声音听起来那么伤心

没错

我真的很难过

只不过我没跟你说

没人听得出我难过

就只有你

我真的很开心

至少还有一位那么了解我的你

谢谢你

曾经的犹豫，也带来了今天的后悔

但是既然选择了

为何不坚持下去？

我需要一份支持我的力量

希望这关我能过得了我自己那关

就这次了

是最后一次了

让我自己骗自己好吗？

record

2009-12-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

it was a very very busy week

i think almost 2 weeks i don't have off day

but i'm so happy,because of my sales is going up~~~

the target from myself already heat!!

i'm so so so happy right now~~

and the coming days and months

i hope i can heat the target from myself

I just will fight with myself from now on

for me,this word had teaching me so much thing

thanks,bro and sis~

but now,i still have earn more money

once i still alive

i want money~~

because of??

secret~~

haha

ya,emo again

2009-11-29T03:38:00.000+08:00

long time din't update my blog already

i am damn busy recently

working till whole day

but i'm happy

because i have some collegea is really funny,treat me as hers daughter,etc

but then,i am very upset

damn sad

i does't know why

i just need a big warm hug

i need some caring

can?

a-famosa

2009-10-28T12:48:00.000+08:00

today i wake up in the pretty early~

my mood is damn good

just because of*secret*

haha

and today have a good news too

I thought my customer's loan will reject

but adeline told me that will approve

because he have 70k FD

no need garantor,no need bank statement,no need payslip

and it was the first cases that i done very fast

damn happy

hahaha

emo

2009-10-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

emo

i hope you know me

but you don't know

mooncake festival

2009-10-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

it is a damn damn boring mooncake festival..

my family din't celebrate this year,because they have to attend their friend's celebration drink.

my man is celebrate with his family

i'm so pity 9 9

lonely dinner

i think i will eat mcd again later

haha

mcd fans!!!!!

hate this part right now

2009-10-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

hate

fairlady

2009-09-23T11:26:00.002+08:00

the 1st day of raya I was go back to office with my man
and then......

angel called my man to bring me go drive his boss's fairlady
and that was my first time driving fairlady
damn happy 99

the meter was grow up faster!

make me feel sad when drive back myvi and wira
haha

is too slow==

pressure

2009-09-08T06:09:00.002+08:00

can I have a nice night?
can you let me sleep well at the night?
i almost din't have sleep tonight!
i still have to wake up at 7.30 in the morning

suffer
pressure

the word keep on turn around my life

"you really must find many many money to let your family have a good day"

this word let me feel pressure

but,i cant choose
i told myself i will try my best!

''the god''said: you like to take something should be not your problem to thinking
put it down
that is not your problem

when i hear this,my tears was around my eyes
but I dislike to let people know i'm crying
so i just keep the smile

i must believed
I CAN!

歪理

2009-09-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

一個女生就算長得不怎么樣，只要有錢，有家境

她就是美

一個男生長得不怎么樣，同樣的，只要有錢，有家境

他就是帥

為什么我會有這樣的感想？

因為我以前根本不信！

我姐告訴我社會很現實的

只要有錢就是一切

當時的我還想真的有這種可能嗎？

因為我有很多朋友

我不覺得他們是為了什么而跟我做朋友

但！！！！

就只有他

我美不美關你什么事？

礙到你那里？

干嘛就針對一直說我

我不是氣說人家說我不漂亮

因為我有自知之明

我并不漂亮

如果整容不用錢

我會去！

每個人的美觀價值都不一樣

我覺得ANGELABABY很漂亮

但不覺得范冰冰美

但是很多人都說她很美

please la boy

你不覺得你很無聊嗎？？

你覺得你女朋友很漂亮嗎？

對！

他家里超有錢

又怎樣？！

他住別墅

又如何？！

讓我來跟大家說說你的美觀價值是到什么程度！

......

真的很抱歉！

我根本找不到適合的人選！

因為我身邊的朋友都美過你認為美若天仙的！！

王八蛋

就算我不美

又怎樣？！！

我又不是你女朋友，我長相如何需要你來管

做男生不要做到那么沒品！

只要有錢就是美

有錢沒錢我無所謂

我在乎的只是讓我靠我自己來養家人

你能嗎？

我得到的是開心

你有嗎？

我會覺得把錢花的值得

你會嗎？

對

你只有錢

你要謝謝今世投胎到一戶好家庭

要不然你也沒辦法那么串

無聊！

look out point

2009-09-01T09:50:00.009+08:00

the view of KL

the failed snaping=.=

the water fish,i guess is..

haha

Andy Lau

2009-08-30T16:10:00.000+08:00

believe yourself that you can face to everything!

work

2009-08-21T15:13:00.002+08:00

I miss my long hair so MUCHHHHHHHHHHHH
ya,you're right!
I cut my hair already
now I am short hair

and the next day
I started keep on saying I want to go saloon make hair extension
but my man said:so funny ar?long hair change short hair,now short hair want to change back long hair again?
me:it is not familiar with the short hair la...T.T
he:(no comment)

but so many friends keep on asking me what reason to let me so interested to change hair style
of course,I have my long hair started high school life
this 5 years I din't change what type of hair style
so I want to try at least once
but
I'm regret!!!!!!!!
miss my real long hair so much la....

today my company have a dinner with Alliance bank
all staff compulsory must attend

but i text my boss told him I'm sick already

haha

ya,everytime my reason also is sick!!

but everytime also work

haha

long VS short

2009-08-03T16:51:00.005+08:00

which hair style suitable me??

I'm start my new work today
salesgirl
perodua car salesgirl
anyone of you have interested remember ask me to give you my contact number
thank you!

back to topic
i prefer to rebonding my hair
but my sister said short hair is suitable me also!
but many guys told me before that BOY dislike their girlfriend cut short hair
even it is a fashion
oh gosh........

when I asked my man
he said:no comment==
when I confirm I want to cut short hair
he give me a face

ya!!!is this face
so I feel so confuse now..
ha ha
maybe botak will suitable me more??
ha ha

man

2009-07-23T09:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY MAN

he dislike to snaping,but I love so much><

a very normal birthday
we decided to watched movie yesterday
planned to having our dinner at The Cave
but My Man cellphone's GPS is out of function,so we just having our dinner at De'Pastry

ya,nothing much of his birthday
because he don't like to celebrate birthday
it's weird,right?
ha ha
that's he!

so we didn't have planned so much on that day
just simple watched movie,eating
than headed to home sweet home
watched DVD
ha ha

I just busy for played my restaurant city
I always said to my sister:hey,sis,help me to feat my staff eating,they nearly died already
my man asked me is it got money earn
i said ya,but not real wan
he said me so crazy
ha ha

baby boy become a big man already
all the best ya!

Tired

2009-07-19T19:44:00.001+08:00

my goodness
damn tired++++ now
my foot,my little finger is injured
be right back

the sunday

the last sunday I was shopping at pavilion with xian and yee

and I asked yee to jump in the middle on the road
and i took this picture

sakai==
haha

marry

2009-07-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

this is me

do you belive I am going married??

ha ha

the day

2009-07-08T17:51:00.000+08:00

Monday night..

we went to swimming at hartamas,but i don't know what was that condominium called.

surely,we get complained by a resident who are lived at there

just because we too noisy

haha

that's us!

I was keep playing hot and cold water

that's why I get flu but not seriously

and the big guy Aaron ee said: is time to sing HOT N COLD

*wtf*

and my man keep on stay inside the hot water

cause he too cold

i guess he get cold on this time

haha

weak body

me and xiong's gf was swimming,of course I don't know how to swim

just know how to jump only

and the hot baby got many many pose

frog,butterfly..bla bla bla

damn cool!!

after that we decided to shower cause is too late already

when my man help me bowing my hair

got a uncle outside keep on talking

of course my ear just hear the wind sound la

maybe we really too noisy

haha

and the next day

I got flu

but my man got seriously flu

haha

so weak la you

so i decided to go time square to bought some shirt for myself

and my sister said:where you want to go?

me: time square la,y?

sister: i heard there have people got H1N1 le..

me: .........(no command)

i cant confirm i won't infected by them

but at lease i protect myself enough already

we walked until night,I just bought a pair of shoes

and my man bought 2 shirt

and today

my sister go sungai wang

turn me say her

me:not got H1N1 meh?

she:hehehehe

see.the conclusion is

GIRLS CANT LIVE WITHOUT SHOPPING

agree??

recently

2009-07-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

My eye bag still big...

haha

my man always said me gold fish eye

haha

this coming month is my man's birthday

what can I do for he??

we decided to having our dinner at the cave

I hope on that day we will enjoy our time

haha

nothing special this few days

just wake up,sleep,play with my little lover,having dinner with my man,yamcha,sleep

ya,that's my life now..

I want to rest for fews day

and also for my eye bag

haha

model

2009-07-02T10:49:00.000+08:00

MODEL

recently I received some letter friend to ask me to join MODEL series

I have to help my friend to do hair model next week

my ex-company ask me to do model to print out the new mesin

my mom take a invation card to help hers friend ask me whether i want to be a model or not

my god..

I don't know how to choose

pet society

2009-06-26T19:15:00.000+08:00

pet society is currently unavailable

boring 9 9 la..

so I decided to play POKER!!

ha ha

BUT!!

my Man is "helping"me lose all my chips during I am sleeping

so,guess what?

nothing to play already..

sleep again?

eat?

go out??

I don't know..

my life damn boring right?

ha ha

I am damn angry this morning

....secret...

by the way,I will leave my company as soon as possible

start from the beginning until the end

I like to work as a sales..

I have interested in beauty

but not interested to work as a beautician

because is too slow for me to earn money

but my Man said I can't do sales

because he said I too innocent

ha..

funny

omg

inside my man's eyes,I only just like a child

ha ha

got a kinda happy,cause isn't means he will treat me like a daddy love his baby??

ha ha

...

2009-06-23T13:22:00.000+08:00

my eye bag damn damn damn BIG and BLACK
==

that day...

2009-06-13T16:44:00.000+08:00

wow...
damn happy but sad
because I am sick now....
headache..
stomachache..
the happiness is......
I got my own camera finally
ha hawanna go out for watching movie later
be right back..
but I think maybe is a few days later only I will update my blog
anyway,thanks for viewing my blog
ciaoz

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back already..
today go to watch a movie
blood: the last vampire

its intresting but a little beat scary
i mean the sound
haha

but I prefer to watch "17 again"

is the handsome boy zac efron's movie
I like him so so so much!!!
unfortunately,the ticket are sold out already
moody==

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now
clap yours hand...thank you thank you
me and my man together 4 years already
ya ya
damn happy that day..
he buy a camera for me as a present
and I make a card for him as a present
and he damn happy too
ha ha
and we plan already
next year on this day,we will plan to travel..
my 1st choice is Japan,2ND is Taiwan
because there have so much good food
ha ha
I have to go to sleeping now
good night=)

naked?

2009-06-03T20:24:00.001+08:00

why am I naked???
half body naked
ha ha
guess what??

nothing special la friend.....
just do facial only
yours brain is dirty la
*evil laugh*

ya ya
that's right!
I become a beautician
do you believe??

this few days is really make me so much happy
boss
friend
little cute lover
my MAN
and the coming 4Th anniversary

but I haven yet ready a presant for him so far
maybe nothing
maybe a surprise
I hope that I really got bring a big surprise for him on that day
ha ha

the day

2009-05-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

I cut my fringe today
with xian.
and now I looks so young like a 17years old girl
*evil laugh*
hello!!
I'm just 19years old la
don't think I am so old,alright?
=P
today damn damn damn happy
because I back home so early from work
3pm++ already can go home
of cause have something happen in my company
but I cant post out.
I think is the time to let me myself study some craftsmanship
nails
make up
I don't know
my man ask me to study the both
but..
confuse la

hey guys!

2009-05-26T10:08:00.000+08:00

well,damn tired this few weeks..
massage..
facial..
massage..
facial..
I am going to die already
because of tired
haha
alright,lets the picture do talking
about my working life

my lips cosmetic
all is lip Ice brand

boring...
boring...

my hair is funny,all back style
haha

need to prepare go to working already
bye*

like a fool

2009-05-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

I am regret to be a "good girl"

"good collegea"

shit!

bullshit!!!

shit beauticant

f**k beauticant

I wish that you will steps on the dog shit!

DO NOT UNDESRVED ME AGAIN!

I am like a fool beacuse you are acting in front me,but I don't know

still talking with you

to let you give me a knife back

to said me stole your money

hello,girl,my money get stole also,okay?!

because I speak incorrectly a few words,lets you affirm that I am a thief

you:yesterday my money dissapears
me:me too le...but never mind la,it is passed already

never mind la,it is passed already

never mind la,it is passed already

never mind la,it is passed already

never mind la,it is passed already

because of this I cant control my temper,my tears..

I cry on toilet

but you acting again

said just jocking wit me

girl,I am sure that forever you won't get a friends that are true treat you good

and I am sure you life is UNHAPPY

because you too suspect the people

512

2009-05-10T11:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday i watched 8tv
Is broadcasting the Sichuan earthquake's event
512
I think that is a horror nightmare to them
Adult is looking for their family without give up
even they knew their's family almost died...they still insisted to find out the corpse..
this spirit is been really to effected human
is really so heart touch!
All adult hide their mood
brave to face the bad environment
looking for their son,mother,father,wife,friend....
a reporter is everywhere visit people...
finally,they release the pain at heart
they cried and said:"my wife,my family,my son is died...I found their's corpse one by one..I will never forget their death condition..
I was cried at here..
I feel the children is innocent
because of a cruel disaster
they died,
they lose their family,
they become a orphan.
also because of this
they learn to anew stands up
treasuring what they owned nowadays
everyone of them also never will forget a disaster causing they lose their family
but they choosing to stands up and start a new life
this spirit we need to learn.

no title

2009-05-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

today was a good day
because,me and xian is going to become a colleague!!hurray!!
wahaha~
she is the ''pass'' beautician,and I'm the what also dun know ''failed'' beautician
but,I got a weird hobby...haha
I like to play people's face
yea!yea!
cause I feel is so fun to me
haha
I had many many experience before~hehe
I help my mother,my sister make up
but the result is really like a ghost
haha
originally I want to go for jusco to buy some clothes for working
luckily xian called me to having breakfast with her,at the time only I know the beauty shop will give us a jacket to wear..
otherwise I really waste my money again
thanks xian.
yea,need to promote something here
RED LION
you guys know,right??
yesterday I was going there with xian..
finally I bought a long pants already
the rich girl bought two.
and the rich girl said:is so cheap le.....==
haha
why the girl will talk like that??
haha
go find the answer by yourself~~
haha
ciaozz

ps://last time when I nothing to do...I type my full name at facebook
where knew that my picture is embezzled by a stranger..
please remove it asap!!
thanks

tired..

2009-05-05T12:34:00.000+08:00

Finally I found a new job again..haha

why I will laugh??because my hubby,my friends said: this time you want to work how many DAYS again??

haha

is funny,right??

forgive me,cause I want to find a job that I like..XP

this time,the work that I sucess interview is beauticiant trainee+no need contract

yea!that's what I want..NO CONTRACT

haha

but,I don't know how long I will working for the work

I wish,I hope not just a few days or few months

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okay,back to topic

why I will feel such so tired??

because yesterday I followed my hubby and his friend go fishing

the weather is damn hot,but I still continued fishing..

my hubby and my face was like a tomato,is red..haha

after that,we go desa part city fishing pound

not fishing,is CATCH fish

yea,you have not missunderstood

is CATCH fish

haha

finally,the guard is found us

so we go next station,makan makan

we were so so so hungry!!

almost 7pm something,we headed ourselves's home and shower

8pm++,my hubby is arrived my house,and the next station is go my hubby's friend's house playing mahjong

this time is happy,cause we're not going the PEOPLE house play

haha

after that,mamak again~

and the last station is go home and sleep

Unforgettable memories

2009-04-29T16:48:00.000+08:00

the memory of redang island
the water is clear
sun is shine
fish is cute
beach is white
people who working there is friendly..
I miss there so much!!!!
I miss the sea
I miss the sun
I miss to gave those fish bite
I miss the sun when evening,its romantic
I hope the next trip of pulau langkawi will be sucess

ciao!

currently

2009-04-28T17:00:00.000+08:00

can you all see the sky??
its weird
I mean the rain..
the rain is in the middle..
haha
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ya,that's right! my born got fracture
but was in last 2 weeks i think.

yesterday went to selayang capital wit hubby
I want to bought a long pants for next month
and the promoter told me that all stuff is just half price
wow,it was cheap,right??
but I was deceived by her
normally a long pants is sold around rm89.9 or rm79.9
if is really half price,why do not go inside to try,right??
I was liking a pants that I had tried
is just rm79.9
I was thinking there
half price,it is cheaper than outside
unfortunately
the promoter girl said: oh,this long pants is follow the price.
me: huh??then why you told me that all the stuff is just half price??
promoter girl: oh,so sorry,the half price that I mean just only boy's long pants
it is annoying you know?
just like a baby's parents buy a car for the baby
but suddenly said NO
but already one day later,so I don't had any feeling about that thing already.
you all must feel weird why must buy a long pants??
ya,my cupboard have many many shirt,short pants
but
just don't have long pants
haha
because I like to wear short pants
and the coming month I want to go genting
that's why I need a long pants..

Work

2009-04-22T15:44:00.000+08:00

I am busy for work recently...I mean busy for called friends to ask for isn't got interested to buy insurance..
yea,got some friends make appoiment to meet me already..
wahaha..
damn happy!!
But another problem have to solve is my brother's boss his son's girlfriend,she wants to buy an insurance.
but,she has no idea to choosing which company to be her agent..
me(MAA)
or her friends(ING),and a little ALLIANCE..
even the pagkage of ING offer to her is interesting,but I can do for her also,SO i was going to pull back her from the hand of ING and ALLIANCE..
haha
I will be so professional agent when I meet someone is strong I
come on come on
lil kitty
I will not feel even a lil pity of you
because we are enemy,right?
haha
why I look like a devil huh??
haha
oh yea
yesterday I am going to watched movie with my lovely hubby
coming soon
oh my god!!
it was horror ok!!
next time i don't want to waste money to frighten myselves again!

Langkawi

2009-04-19T15:23:00.001+08:00

next trip is Langkawi
but.....
go with someone I don't know..
I tell my hubby that I don't like to go travel with someone I don't know..
I mean stranger
so I ask xian to accompany me go
but she cant go
haiz.....
my hubby said : nevermind,we just play ourself la..
need to buy bikini again
I think my hubby will kill me
haha

to be continued
ciao

just ignore me

2009-04-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

How come you and your mother can be so so SO SO INSENSITIVE huh??
*god please forgive me that I am scolding people
I most dislike people who compelling me to do such thing that I dislike!!
hey,this afternoon u called me
I din't promise you that me and my hubby will GO your house and play mahjong
BUT everytime you just purposely's cook our rice
come on!my beloved mom is prepared dinner for me already
please DO NOT TAKE "come and eat rice,my mom/untie cook your rice already" to be a PRETEXT always ok!!
it is annoyed,you know?!
although the mahjong is fun for me,SO???
I don't like play always,its not good for young people you know??
girls and untie,we have many thing to do
chit chat with friend,yamcha,paktor
our life is not just MAHJONG ok!!
why I will angry such like that
its because you called me and ask me go your house to playing mahjong EVERYDAY!
hoo....I am getting crazy already!!
I hate and dislike people who are insensitive!!!

born fracture

2009-04-18T10:48:00.000+08:00

I have been resigned yesterday..
some personal reason..
I really feel sorry to qian la..is she introduce me to work there..

ok,back to topic
i was felt down and my born got fracture at wed..
feel weird right?
ok,let me tell you all a story..haha
at wed,I was going back home by KTM,and the ticket from midvally to kepong is rm1.50
and that time I just got a lot of rm1
because I am lazy go to counter and buy ticket,so i just buy the ticket to putra(rm1)
almost many people know that the door at kepong ktm is always open
but!!that day is closed!!
omg!!
and had people check ticket
in that time,my hp has no credit..
so i need to jump over another side during the guard is not here
and the chance is come..
so i just jump,how I know the iron ''wall'' is higher than i expactation
after that.....felt down..
haha
my mom and sis is laugh me
they said:beause wants to save a 50cent,but watse rm50 to see doktor
haha
is funny..
for me,is a bad day..

louis vuitton

2009-04-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

Winnie is going to Paris at 20 april..
I am going to ask her to buy a LV bag for me,haha
but I don't know how much is it
and I also don't have play something like have name brand
haha
I saw some of my friend also likes to play name brand
sometimes I feel weird,I will think myself
what does the name brand have well?
until now I cant find the answer also..haha
but maybe I will find the answer soon.

back to topic
I am start working at midvalley as a tele-sales in next week
is qian introduce the work to me
thanks ah
but...I almost woke up at noon everyday....T.T
like today,I have set the alarm to woke me up at 9am
at 9am i woke up already,but i woke up to off my alarm..
after that sleep again
how come I can sleep like a pig har?
hahaha
aiya,forget about it la..
winnie!!
my LV sponser
haha
just kidding la...
i have to clean up myself before going to eat my "breakfast"
haha
bye=p

cute

2009-04-03T16:14:00.000+08:00

this dog are so so so so cute!!!!
its leg are injured
like a human who wrapping the wound
my doggies will born after one month..
its is a toy poodle
the colour i think is Shallow brown
and its mother is my hubby's dog
toy poodle is cute...but my dream dog is PUG
is the most ugly dog..
haha
because i feel that ugly are so cute
make me crazy of its
sometimes I went to dog shop with my hubby
the first dog that I find is PUG
its really so cute
but i heard people said that master will look like the dog which will raise
so if i have a baby,would my baby will look like pug??
haha
thinking too much..
later want to go watch movie again
jacky chan
'shinzuku'
see ya!

f**k night

2009-03-25T07:23:00.000+08:00

what's wrong of me in this few months???
whole night cant sleep...
everyday almost around 3am or 4am only can sleep
shit!!!!
now so funny is i just wake up and sleep at 3am,wake up at 6am.
f**k!
what's problem in me hahh??
I WANT SLEEP!!!!!

boring

2009-03-19T11:13:00.000+08:00

sometimes I really don't know what I think actually..
I work as a insurance agent,is a job that I like
and the work is very freedom
but,I don't like winnie always ask me to go meeting,or ask me to go Course meeting.
for me,its really very boring..
and also there really got so many agent are smart
in one week they can sell 3 or a family group insurance.
I feel so stress when go meeting..
Although I am a new agent,but sometimes I also will envying them so much.
I almost at home half year already,this half year i sell contact lenses in online shopping.
but commission is not much.
haiz..
I don't know now should I continue work as a agent or should I change a new work.
I really confusing.