f**k night

what's wrong of me in this few months???
whole night cant sleep...
everyday almost around 3am or 4am only can sleep
shit!!!!
now so funny is i just wake up and sleep at 3am,wake up at 6am.
f**k!
what's problem in me hahh??
I WANT SLEEP!!!!!

boring

sometimes I really don't know what I think actually..
I work as a insurance agent,is a job that I like
and the work is very freedom
but,I don't like winnie always ask me to go meeting,or ask me to go Course meeting.
for me,its really very boring..
and also there really got so many agent are smart
in one week they can sell 3 or a family group insurance.
I feel so stress when go meeting..
Although I am a new agent,but sometimes I also will envying them so much.
I almost at home half year already,this half year i sell contact lenses in online shopping.
but commission is not much.
haiz..
I don't know now should I continue work as a agent or should I change a new work.
I really confusing.